1 Difference is Just as Good as 100

So, I had this idea: why don’t I use my non-profit as a vehicle to create an opportunity for fathers or father-figures to read to their children. Afterward, both could go to a local restaurant and enjoy a root beer float together.

…And so I planned, I networked, I advertised. I played and replayed all possible scenarios, which all pointed to a successful event.

On the day of the event, I waited at the venue for people to flood the event. Slam Dunk!

One hour in and only one person came to enjoy the opportunity.

What the Hell?

This seemed like a slam dunk to me. Why wouldn’t a person take 15 minutes out of their schedule to read to their child? The way I see it, it’s a win-win for our community! Kids are read to, thus increasing their brain capacity; the local public library gains more readership, and a local restaurant gains patrons. I sat on the step wondering where I went wrong.

One hour in, I was ready to walk away.

But, just then, I see a father and his daughter walk in and grab a book.

Shit! A glimmer of hope. Would you look at that?

After choosing a book, they both walk outside, sit together under the gazebo, and read together.

…and that made it all worth it.

Maybe the event did not work out as I wanted it to…

Maybe I should have done a better job planning within the logistical side…

Maybe I should have been more aggressive with my advertising – shook a few more hands/handed out more materials.

I could “maybe” this thing all day. Grasping at what went wrong.

What I do know is that I possibly helped make a difference in that little girl’s life. She got to spend quality time with her father, under the gazebo.

Today, she and her father possibly made a memory.

I won.


To Be Young, Gifted and Black…

By now, you have either seen or heard it…


Yes. Discrimination is everywhere. Racism is everywhere.

But, it is no longer the person who stands outside your house and burns a cross in your front yard; it is no longer the person who calls you a nigger (or some variation of it) to your face; it is not in the signage around town that prohibits you from using a certain fountain, or entering through the front door of a business. It is systematic. It is when people accept the status quo; It is when people say, “Well, that is how it has always been.” It is when people stand by and refuse to get involved because it is “none of their business.”

There is one line that hit me really hard in this article.

“I can’t imagine anyone is going to be applying for anything in that city anytime soon,” Fuller said. “I can’t imagine businesses are going to want to move in there with the current leaders in City Hall.”

This is where I will concentrate this post.

I live in a town where few African Americans live. Are there people in the town who are blatantly racist? no. Have I been discriminated against and denied opportunities because of my race? yes, but mostly because of the ingrained ignorance that sometimes exists within the community. Ignorance that allows people to discriminate against ethnic minorities.

Most unknowingly. But they do not get a pass.

…which is why it is my duty to make sure that they have no choice but to see me for who I am.

Young, Gifted, and Black.

I did not ask to be black, but I am. My parents taught me that being black comes with responsibilities:

You must be the best.
You must work the hardest.
You must put yourself in a position where saying no hurts them, not you.
If you can help it, you must live to see another day.

When they told me these responsibilities, they did not say:

You must be better than white people.
You must work harder than white people…

It was indiscriminate. They meant all people.

My parents made me realize that being black was the best gift my ancestors ever gave me. I, along with others, get the responsibility of carrying centuries of history on my back. My people were built for this; we made the world go around, we made economies grow, we built cities from the ground up.

And I am the fruit of all of that labor.

I will teach your children,
I will coach your children,
I will sit on your boards and councils,
I will create your businesses, and (God willing), I will be called Doctor.

I will do this because there are more like me. There are more blacks that are driven to accomplish the same goals that I want to accomplish. More brothers and sisters who believe that accomplishing these goals are a responsibility that is owed to our people – a responsibility to your people as well. Your community is not whole without us.

So, although the community in this article may not have been ready, I hope you are ready; you don’t have a choice.

Bucket List

So, I started writing my bucket list.

  • Watch the Ball Drop in New York City.
  • Watch ‘Ol Faithful
  • Play basketball vs. NBA player
  • Attend the NBA or WNBA All-Star Games
  • Go to Disneyland…

Correction, I have always had a bucket list, but I started to actually write it down.

  • Get my Masters
  • Start a Foundation/Company (Non-Profit)
  • See Mount McKinley
  • Compete a Bodybuilding Competition
  • See the Iditarod…
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Las Vegas Hotel

I first started to write down the things that I have always wanted to do and completed.

  • Stay in a 4-star hotel
  • Eat at a top of the Line restaurant
  • See the MLK Memorial
  • Get a passport
  • Fly an airplane…

Then I realized that I have had a pretty good life with a ton of positive experiences.

  • Go to Hawaii
  • Watch a Cirque du Soleil show
  • Buy a tailored suit
  • Walk across the Edmund/Pettus Bridge
  • Go to an ethnic festival…
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Chatterbox Pub. You play classic board/video games and eat good food. Let that sink in for a minute…

Experiences that many people live their entire life and never have the opportunity to do.

  • Get into a Hall of Fame
  • See MLK Church
  • Go on a Civil Rights Trip
  • Stand in the spot that MLK gave “I Have a Dream” Speech
  • Hike a Mountain…

But then, I realized that my list kept growing as I got older and had access to more was of funding my adventures.

  • Become a Black Belt
  • Have a structure/scholarship named after me
  • Own a BMW
  • Buy a Rolex
  • Become a Pokémon Master…
Olympic Training Center. Colorado Springs, Colorado

I also noticed that I have a shit-ton of things that I still want to do.

  • See the Great Wall of China
  • Go to Comic Con dressed up as a comic book character
  • Watch a Premier League Game
  • See the Gate of No Return
  • Drink Beer in Germany…

The older I get, the bigger the world becomes. The older I get; I have more responsibilities that derail me from checking some of these things off.

  • Walk across hot coals
  • Take the kids to Disneyland
  • Stay at the The Kakslauttanen Hotel
  • See Stonehenge
  • Go to Cuba and smoke a Cuban Cigar…
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If you know the show Double Dare, then this is also on your bucket list.

Here is my dilemma: I grew up in an environment where it was worth a celebration if you, at the age of 25:

  1. Were alive,
  2. Had no previous or current convictions,
  3. Did not have children, and
  4. Graduated with a college degree.

Yes, it sounds funny. But those are serious aspirations for a group of Americans. The problem is, once you get to the age of 25 and have met and surpassed those goals, there is a ton of confusion on what to do next. I have been so narrow-sighted about accomplishing those goals (ones that many unfortunately do not meet and/or take for granted), that I failed to see just how big the world actually is.

So, why not now? I, now that I am older and have a career, should be able to do many of the things that I want?

Not so fast.

For starters, I have children and it is damn near impossible to find someone who will care for them while I am on an excursion. Side note: There is no way in the hell that my wife will let me take a “life goal” trip while she is at home with the kids; not happening. Also, it is too damn expensive and too damn painstaking ape-shit to take our entire family on a plane. So, for now, my plans to see the world and experience different things are on hold.

For the items that require a purchase (own a BMW, own a Rolex, become a blackbelt), the older the children are, the more those things seem like they will never happen. Really?! Buy a Rolex?! I spend that same amount of money paying for travel team, camps, concessions, and equipment.

It looks like I will have to put some of these ventures on the backburner until retirement.

If there will ever be such a thing…


A Letter to the Team that Taught Me How to Be a Coach…

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For the past 5 years, I have watched you grow into a team of strong, fearless, and fearsome individuals. The coaches have pushed you as far as we possibly could and are happy with what we as a team were able to accomplish. I am not only talking about the tournament wins, those were nice; but what I am talking about are the lessons learned by both players and coaches on and off the court.

Before coaching this team, I wanted nothing more than to be a head coach of a high school team. But that opportunity never presented itself to me, which made me grow frustrated and bitter. I would later learn that my bitterness was unwarranted.

The fact of the matter is, I was never ready to become a head coach — it was neither my calling nor purpose at that point. God had other plans…

If you want God to laugh, tell him what you plan to do.

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I needed to grow both personally and professionally. I had deficiencies that I needed to address in order to give any team its due diligence. Little did I know, coaching grassroots sports would be the vehicle for fixing and addressing those deficiencies. So, I am going to share with you the 10 things I learned from your team.

  1. Team, as well as, individual failure is the most important part of team building. Winning cures a lot, failure shows truth. Failure shows people’s true intentions. Our best games came as a result of one or more of you guys having experienced failure either as a team, or as an individual. When we each have learned to pick ourselves up, dust ourselves off, and convert experiences of failure into a learning experience, when we achieved true success.  Winning cures a lot, failure shows truth.
  2. The team will only be as successful as their parents will allow. Each of your parents should be thanked tremendously for what they were able to let us accomplish. We have had parents provide rides, supply food, substitute for coaches when they were unable to attend games or practices, provide assistance, supply uniforms, etc. Throughout this journey, I have spoken to many youth coaches who wished that they had the type of support that your parents gave. We, as coaches, constantly hear the same story from other programs: Team comes together, team experiences a little success, team experiences a rough patch, one or more parents have ideas on the direction of the team, parents crucify coach, coach becomes hardened and bitter, team breaks up. Not once did we ever experience this, and it is a testament to the trust that was built within the program between parents and coaches.
  3. Loyalty is powerful. Some teams we faced have had a conglomerate of talented athletes placed together to make an powerful team. We assembled athletes from our own town and strived to make them the best they can be. Instead of finding free agents or holding tryouts, we worked to develop each player to make her the best player she can be. Right now, all of you are just a snapshot in time. Nobody knows how, and if, your body will change. So, it was an emphasis of the coaches that we equip you with the skills to play every position. I learned that there is power in building a team. I learned that you stick with the ones that stick with you. I learned that believing in people will help them grow to your expectations.
  4. It is so much better being the underdog. When you are on top, people expect you to win, so there is a target on your back at all times. The best victories were the ones that no one ever saw coming. I learned that people love to cheer for an underdog. It is the reason why it was so much sweeter to go with home-grown talent; no one expects the homegrown talent to win a championship. Everyone on our team was held to the same standard; each girl was just as important as the next – no matter ability level or skill.
  5. Respect everyone; be in awe of no one. I have coached a lot of different teams in a lot of different sports and I can honestly say that the best coaching moment in my life was when we almost beat the eventual champs in one of the biggest youth basketball tournament in the region. The looks on the opposing coaches’ and parents’ faces when we went into halftime with a six-point lead was something that I will always remember. The way that you guys went after it was a thing of beauty. They were bigger than you, faster than you, and overall stronger than you and you never let down. We lost, but you went down swinging — and that is to be commended. Losing isn’t a bad thing; effort is everything.
  6. Team chemistry is the number one, most important aspect of success. When people ask me why and how our team is so successful, my number one answer is always the amount of positive team chemistry we have. I am always happy when our team chooses to hang out with each other away from the basketball court. It is awesome to see the conscious effort to be there for each other. Team chemistry is something that coaches can nurture — but it is not something that any coach can totally create, no matter how much he or she may try.
  7. Success is subjective. If I ask each one of you what will make this team a successful, each one of you will have a different answer. Wins and losses are never really part of the equation. If I have a team full of talented, hardworking individuals, the rest will fall into place. We may, or may not win a title, but we will be able to overcome any type of adversity/adversary that comes our way.
  8. Learning to take criticism as well as learning how to give it. Who is the best at giving criticism? Me. How did I learn to give effective criticism? You guys. Criticism is only effective when you learn how to give and receive it.
  9.  Coach athletes not to be afraid to failure. You missed a shot, your pass went out of bounds, you dribbled the ball off of your shoe, and we lost the game – is it really the end of the world for us – no. Does mean that we need more practice with ball-handling skills — yes. We live in a world where coaches mold their players talent. Years of doing this to players can be a mistake as it lessens their creativity. Skills that could have been perfected through playground ball as a youth are banned from organized sports because it does not “fit in to the system” or may cause a turnover. If a kid wants to throw the ball behind their back, don’t stop him. Teach him how, when, and where to properly use it.
  10. Only get upset with an athlete’s lack of effort. Missed shots means that players need to shoot more in practice. Turnovers mean that players are not on the same page and their chemistry is off. Both of those things need to coached in order for the team to be at the top of its game. Getting upset over those things is not the best way to go about it. Effort, on the other hand — the desire to work; to improve your skill set — is something that can be directly controlled by the players. Throughout the game, mistakes will be made. How I, as a coach, react to those mistakes will make all the difference.



My Buddy


“Father of the Year Moment #267: Raising a man.

This is my son’s doll. He is very protective of her and demands that she is in bed with him at night. I don’t care that he has a doll, I am just glad he has a sensitive side.

The ladies love a sensitive man.

Trust me.”


This post from four years ago set off a friendly debate amongst people who read my social media post.

A little background:

Before my son was born, both of my daughters had an American Girl doll. They promised anything and everything to have one, and when they received it, my wife and I were the best parents ever. But soon after, as with all toys, they lost interest. Sure, they took it to bed with them at night, but months after purchase, it was not cared for with the same love that they once had.

Enter my son. He found the discarded doll and really took to her. He named her after a newborn who attended his same daycare. He took care of her and demanded that she be in bed with him at night.

I am not going to get deep into the whole men vs. women, boys vs. girls, gender roles arguments, but I did have some takeaways from witnessing this experience:

  • It brought him closer to his mother: Every night when she would tuck him into bed. He would talk to her about his doll. She would talk to him about what his doll would like to do when they both woke up in the morning. She would talk to him about treating that doll with respect, often asking if that doll would appreciate him acting in a negative way.
  • It prepared him for any future younger siblings/younger playmates at daycare: We were not sure if we were going to have any other kids (we did), but we did know that there were younger children at daycare. So, we used the doll as a tool to show him how to care for a baby. Many times, he would gently rock the doll to sleep, exclaiming, “It’s okay,” only to drop the doll on its head when he felt his job was complete minutes later. We were able to show him that a baby is something to be continuously cared for.
  • It made him soft: Yes, I said soft. But really, what in the hell is wrong with that? There are definitely worse things that could happen to a young boy. I highly doubt that having a soft spot for a favorited doll is one of them.


Oh You’re That Dad…

Sorry, but you are that kid.

You are the kid that never has any fun.

You are the kid that does not have to newest gadgets.

You are the kid that has to check in all of the time.

Sorry, Kid, but your Dad is an asshole.

It is not that I am trying to be mean to you, really it isn’t. It is the fact that I believe that everything should come in its own time. You do not have to grow up too fast, you do not have to get everything quickly, and you do not have to make the right decisions all of the time. And that is the thing, you are not equipped to handle a society that will hold you accountable for your actions. You are not equipped for a society that will record you, store the video, and bring it out to use against you thirty years later when you are being considered for a career. The world is not that same as it was 10 or 20 years ago – the level of personal accountability has been heightened.

You want to be out a few more hours past curfew? No!

You want to host a sleepover? Uh-uh.

You want the newest cell phone? HELL NO!

I am sorry that you have to be asked, “What’s with your dad?” or “Why is he so mean?” On second thought, screw that – I am not sorry. I am not their parent!

You have parents who are highly involved in your life, you Lucky Duck. I cannot control what you do when you leave the nest; but, I hopefully have some sort of influence on how you choose to live your life after you leave it. I am your parent and I take that role seriously because I have a sole duty to society to place a responsible, resilient, and reliable person who carries my last name amongst the community.

It may seem like I am doing this to punish you; but, believe it or not, I am doing this our of love.

And some fear. Lots of fear.

Fear of you being in the headlines. Fear of being a part of a scandal. And I’ll admit — fear of someone saying, “Where were the parents?”

Think of your mother’s heart.

Now, go play outside and have your ass in here before the street lights come on.

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